it’s almost like the better i do, the more my feeling of inadequacy actually increases, because i’m just going, ’any moment, someone’s going to find out I’m a total fraud, and that i don’t deserve any of what i’ve achieved. i can’t possibly live up to what everyone thinks i am and what everyone’s expectations of me are.’
Hockey Futures launch event at Thorpe Hall Primary School in Walthamstow, East London (11.07.2018)